I know that was so stupid and dumb because Im olways here for him with an open mind and an open heart. When he says SORRY. I forgive him with an open arms. Im willing to forget all the pain. Just ONE CLICK. then here i am again Even i say to my tumblr that I will NEVER FORGIVE HiM AGAIN. I cant do that. As vice versa that would possibly happen. Im not STR0NG and TOUGH when it comes to LOVE. Im EM0TIONAL , I was olways get hurt. I dont know if whats the problem. If its me or him. I DONT KN0W. All the pains are INSIDE me. Only my TUMBLR nd TUMBLR followers cud ever know that i was HURT. That my heart was so BADLY BR0KEN . How i wish i can tell others what I really feel. But I dont, i dont want to feel so alone. I want them to think that i was TOUGH AND STR0NG even behind of my SMILE. Is a damage heart. Im drowning in a pool of sorrow. Im always sad, I dont know if when i would be happy. T_T SATURDAY and SUNDAY was only the day that i can be happy. The time that i will serve the Lord our GOD. Im praying that in some other day. My heart would be fix. And hopefully i found my Hapiness. I dnt know when, but i will persevere. Im willing to wait. Even it takes couple of years. I just want to be happy. With the one I love.
aun nagwalis kme ng nagwaLis ! :’// kelangan e. Para po sa iisipin ng ibang tao. Syempre! Panu ung ibang tao qng anu2 iniicp . anu2 cnsbi . S2HOD daw kmi ng 4k na waLang gngwa . kaya un ! Kelangan mgpkitang tao. Ampupu T_T dhi bale para msbing worth it naman ung pagtatrbho db? Mehehe ! ampp. Sakit Lang ng likod ko syemps ! Alam niu na mataba taba. Ahaha ;D niwey.. Gusto ko lng ibLOg ang nramdaman ko. Db? ONLINE DIARY nga? Diba ? Diba ??
I will see again my Friends and my Professors. As i PROMISE. I will STUDY HARD. and i will do all my responsibilities as a student.
I will try to Fight Laziness. Haha! I know that im LAZY and thats the truth.
I will focus on listening our teachers and i will review. Because as I remember , when i was in STI,SAINT MICHAELS C0LLEGE and ASIATECH. I dnt remember that i focus. Ok i admit. I Cheat, i copy. Im not willing to listen and im not Interested.
BUT now. I will improve myselve. And i wiLL prove you that I can do it. I can because i am INSPIRED by my GOD. I want to live my life to d fullest
and i wont sacrifice my future just because im lazy. GOD is with us. He can help me. And I know that he would help me to change to be a better person.
Meron aqng Frend. Ka-SPES, kpit bhay.
Natanung ko lng sa tropa. ang sbe me TUMBLR daw un. NRiNIG ko Lang tas tinext ko xa.
Sbi ko oi *insertnamehere* anu ? Mei tumblr ka pla ha ? 
wow ansaia . Di nako maggng weirdo, at da same time OP. Tapos sbi b naman . Di daw pwde! Ampupu, di daw private. Private, private. Kainis eh ! Edi fine. Haha.
Qng ayaw nia sbhn . Di wag . Lalala. Kainis , Disapointed lng nga. Kc kala ko me
makakakulitan charot nko db? La pla. di bale.
Marami ndn aman ako nkakakulitan dito sa aking tumbLr world kht papanu. kea bhala xa . Hmp.
pakikisaLamuha? anu bng naiicp nio kapag snbing pkikisaLamuha ? Diba eto ung fiLing na pakikibagay s mga tao. pkikisama s mga taong di mu pa kakilala. Di mu kaibigan , hndi mu ka cLose.
eto ung mga tao na un.
*FEELINGERA-sila ung mga feeling mayaman ganun. Feeling maganda hndi naman , ung mga nakakabadtrip na . SUPER taas ng tingin s sarli nila .
*PACUTE-ung pakyut! Ewan magsalita. Tumataas taas pa balikat, nangingiwi ung labe. Sa twing magsasalita ! Ewan . Aba papansin dn ata un
*ADIK-ung mga nagdudubi. Nagchochongki, as in. Tas nagyoyosi kht nsa brgy. Hall. Eto ung mga taon BAD BREATH. Hahaha ew! Walang maners? Pwdi aman cla s private place bt kLangang sa BRGY. Pa!
*NAGMAMAGANDA, NAGUUMEPAL,NAGPAPAKABITCH.
AYAN SiLa un mga nk2sma ko sa SPES. ANYWAY, Di ko sila jinujudge. BinbLOg ko lng ung nkikita ko. Pero sbi nga BE WHO Y0U ARE. Kung SIN0 AT ANU KA. Un ang ipakita mo. Di na naman mb2go kung un k tlga db?
xoxo
yana
ive been so busy this past few days . Im sorry if im not abLe to bLog aLL da detaiLs .
As I told you. I have a work. ( SPES ) Its only 2O days. were olways on our brgy.hall.
Were sorting some papers then we compile it, Then were cleaning the session hall. AND most of the time were sleeping. Haha ! As in. We have no duties . WE DO N0THiNG. :> all day bored.
Ps : Uhmm IM SO FAT AS FUCK. *.* im olways eating. In hall.
Now I figure out na. Ur Gaya-gaya tlaga. Imitator?? Yay. Dont u have ur own Originality? Ampp. >.<
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Im soooryyy if In-ACTIVE na ko. Mey Taaarrrbahoo kasi, Spes ba’ I will blog it Soon ~
AnonymousSorry ngaun ko lang napansin message mo. Ahm kasi po Malabo kapag di ko Tinanggal. e Mas malinaw po Pag walang Casing. un po :)
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